I have not blogged in FOREVER. I miss it. However, I haven’t given myself the time to sit down and do it. I really should. I am a verbal processor and it helps. Anyway – I digress.
Today I have so much on my mind which brings me back here.
The first “Why” of lately is kind of my philosophy. My administrator has decided to go back to explore our philosophies of teaching in our department. This also means I am going back to mine. I thought about it when I first started. I thought about it when I completed my Masters. I thought about it when I worked on my boards. However, it’s been a couple of years. I think I need to keep reevaluating my why and my philosophies. At the very least, I need to be aware of them. They guide all of our teaching decisions – even at a subconscious level. If we can be aware of our philosophies, I think we can be more intentional in our planning. When we lose sight of these, we lose sight of our purpose.
That said – as a department – we also need a common philosophy and goal. This is good leadership. If we don’t have a common vision we are going to have an element of division. Especially when it comes to things we are passionate about and believe. I think all teachers have things they are passionate about and believe are right. However, we can get stuck in the differences if we don’t see how these work together for a common good or vision. Just my two cent rambling.
My next “why” I have been trying to answer is “why are we doing things the way we are?” Who is at the heart of these decisions? Do I know the reasons behind these decisions? Do others know the reasons behind these decisions. It’s like in the classroom with our students. Do they know why we teach what we do? Do they know why we do that? If they don’t, they don’t buy in. Are the reasons good enough to buy in?
I guess I find myself challenging some things. Right now, I hope it’s coming off to others that I am challenging myself first and foremost. Why am I doing things the way we are? Why do we spend a week on simplifying radicals? When someone asks me where it is in the standards and I can’t find it, I am having a hard time justifying the amount of time on something that doesn’t seem to be relevant to much of anything. I can’t justify why simplifying radicals are important to the real-world. I can’t find where they appear on state tests. I can’t justify that they’ll even need them in a future class. Have I been following along blindly? Are we all following along blindly? Under what pretenses? [Side Note – I have a theory on this. However, it’s only theory…. and really doesn’t make a difference.]
I am seeking answers to really good questions that are being brought to my attention. I am seeking answers to really good questions that I then need to process. Yesterday it was a math concept I was told I was wrong with. I wanted to seek to understand where my misconceptions came from and what the answers were. Turns out, there’s very little resources on the topic. Which makes me question where this came from in the first place. Where did my misunderstanding come from? Why is it this complicated?
- I appreciate that my peers are questioning.
- I appreciate that they are seeking to understand.
- I appreciate the they are finding their voice to call attention to things that they have not in the past.
This is how change happens and needs to happen. We have some go-getters asking the right questions. We have some great people seeking to understand from a place of their own philosophy and heart. We have teachers who are empowered to find a voice and make a difference.
At the same time, change is uneasy for some. At the same time we can’t go too fast. At the same time, change needs to be handled with care. However, there is the term “growing pains” for a reason. Non one ever said growth was easy.
It will be interesting to see how this goes. It’ll be interesting to see how change happens. It will be interesting to see what change happens.
For the mean time, I’m going to keep questioning why. Encouraging others to question why.






